I just discovered Kellie Pickler. I love her voice, and as I was listening to her album on the way home from work, this song came on...I had to listen to it 3 times to make sure I got every word, and I almost started bawling on the subway...it perfectly sums up what is going through my mind right now, especially the bridge.
Sometimes the night seems so lonely
When your lying there all alone
And tomorrow seems so far away
I don't wanna live another day this way.
Scared to love someone else
Can't bear the hurt again
But my body needs to feel a touch
Someone to come and wake me up.
I just want somebody to love me.
I just need somebody to hold me.
Somebody to love me...
Don't wanna let life pass me by
Never knowning what its like
To be as real as real can be
To share my life and know my dreams.
I just want somebody to love me.
I just need somebody to hold me.
Somebody to love me...
Cause I'm hurt and I'm scared and I'm lonely
All I want is somebody to want me
Cause I've got so much to give.
I just want somebody to love me.
I just need somebody to hold me.
Somebody to love me...
.jmm.
3.17.2009
3.08.2009
boredum.
001. Real name → Jennifer Marie Moore
002. Nickname(s) → Jen, Jenny, Jenny Jen Jen Jen, Jenny from the Rock, J.Mo.
003. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary School → Cheyenne Mountain and then Pinon Valley
006. Middle School → Cheyenne Mountain J.H.S
007. High School → Cheyenne Mountain H.S.
008. Hair color → Light brown
009. Long or short → Shoulder length
010. Loud or Quiet → Depends who I'm with, but mostly quietish
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → I like to try to eat healthy...sometimes haha
014. Drink or Smoke? → Only drink.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → My boyfriend.
016. Eat or Drink → Depends on what it is.
017. Piercings → 2 on right ear, 3 on left.
018. Tattoos → Not yet. But I want one on my foot.
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Many.
020. Been in a relationship → Yes.
021. Been in a car accident → Yes, just minor ones.
022. Been in a fist fight → No.
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears in 5th grade.
024. First best friend → Sarah Faria
025. First award → Art awards in elementary school. Or perfect attendance at school and dance.
026. First crush → Alex Balm.
027. First big vacation → Probably stopping in VA when moving to the states.
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Rodrigo
030. Last person you texted → James
031. Watched a movie with → Chelsea
032. Last food you ate → Pringles
033. Last movie you watched → He's Just Not That Into You.
034. Last song you listened to → Something that was in a commercial just a minute ago.
035. Last thing you bought → Pringles, string cheese, a candle.
036. Last person you hugged → James.
FAVES:
037. Food → Pasta, cheese, chocolate, bread. Basically carbs.
038. Drink → Water or orange tea.
039. Clothing → Jeans or sundresses.
040. Flower → Daisies
041. Animal → Dogs, baby pigs, pandas, dolphins.
042. Colors → Light green and Tiffany blue.
043. Movies → Dirty Dancing, the Band Wagon, Sex and the City
044. Subjects → ummm...I don't like school. Hahaha...
IN 2008..... I
045. [x] kissed someone
046. [x] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
048. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
049. [x] questioned someone's sexual orientation
050. [ ] came out of the closet
051. [ ] gotten pregnant/got someone pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [ ] done something you've regretted
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] hid a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [ ] left the country
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [x] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → A Rice Krispie Treat :)
068. Drinking → Sprite that's gone completely flat. Ick.
069. I'm about to → Do a project for school, as soon as the software downloads.
070. Listening to → The sounds of SNL
071. Plans for today → Doing a project and then sleeping.
072. Waiting for → The file to download.
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Yes.
074. Want to get married? → Yes.
075. Careers in mind → Actor, Dancer, Graphic Designer, who knows what else.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → TALLER.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantically spontaneous.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms.
080. Sensitive or loud → A good balance between the two.
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship. Definitely.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → I don't like hesitant so I guess trouble-maker...?
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Umm...actually no.
084. Ran away from home → No.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → No.
086. Killed somebody → No.
087. Broken someone's heart → Yes.
088. Been arrested → Nope.
089. Cried when someone died → Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Yes.
091. Miracles → Yep.
092. Love at first sight → Now, wholeheartedly.
093. Heaven → Yes.
094. Santa Claus → Mmmmhmmmm.
095. Sex on the first date → Hell no.
096. Kiss on the first date → It depends.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → I think if everything in the next couple of months goes in the right direction, I will be extremely happy. Right now I can't really complain though.
099. Do you believe in God? → Not necessarily one god, but definitely some sort of higher power.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → No.
1. Who was your FIRST prom date? Well a guy backed out 2 days before, so I went with a guy named Steve that my parent's friends set me up with. He had a girlfriend. Awkward.
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love? No.
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? Malibu.
4. What was your FIRST job? Dad's office.
5.What was your FIRST car? 1997 Infiniti i30
6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today? Um...I think Elyse.
7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? James.
8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Mrs. Norman.
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? Probably from Germany to VA
10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk? Sarah, no.
11. Where was your FIRST sleep over? Probably Sarah or Kate.
12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? In person, the lady at the bank.
13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time? Aunt Pam & Uncle Rich.
14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? Set my alarm for a half hour later.
15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to? Donna Summer. My first experience with the gays :)
16. FIRST tattoo? Don't have one yet.
17. First piercing? Ears, 5th grade.
18. First foreign country you've been to? I was born in Germany.
19. FIRST movie you remember seeing? The Lion King.
20. When was your FIRST detention? Never had detention. I was a good kid.
21. What was the first state you lived in? Colorado.
22. Who was your FIRST roommate? Lizzy.
23. If you had one wish. What would it be? To live happily ever after with my Prince Charming.
24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance? Guitar, and I am starting.
25. Who was your first kiss? This will be a surprise to mom...Cameron. :)
.jmm.
002. Nickname(s) → Jen, Jenny, Jenny Jen Jen Jen, Jenny from the Rock, J.Mo.
003. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary School → Cheyenne Mountain and then Pinon Valley
006. Middle School → Cheyenne Mountain J.H.S
007. High School → Cheyenne Mountain H.S.
008. Hair color → Light brown
009. Long or short → Shoulder length
010. Loud or Quiet → Depends who I'm with, but mostly quietish
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → I like to try to eat healthy...sometimes haha
014. Drink or Smoke? → Only drink.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → My boyfriend.
016. Eat or Drink → Depends on what it is.
017. Piercings → 2 on right ear, 3 on left.
018. Tattoos → Not yet. But I want one on my foot.
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Many.
020. Been in a relationship → Yes.
021. Been in a car accident → Yes, just minor ones.
022. Been in a fist fight → No.
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears in 5th grade.
024. First best friend → Sarah Faria
025. First award → Art awards in elementary school. Or perfect attendance at school and dance.
026. First crush → Alex Balm.
027. First big vacation → Probably stopping in VA when moving to the states.
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Rodrigo
030. Last person you texted → James
031. Watched a movie with → Chelsea
032. Last food you ate → Pringles
033. Last movie you watched → He's Just Not That Into You.
034. Last song you listened to → Something that was in a commercial just a minute ago.
035. Last thing you bought → Pringles, string cheese, a candle.
036. Last person you hugged → James.
FAVES:
037. Food → Pasta, cheese, chocolate, bread. Basically carbs.
038. Drink → Water or orange tea.
039. Clothing → Jeans or sundresses.
040. Flower → Daisies
041. Animal → Dogs, baby pigs, pandas, dolphins.
042. Colors → Light green and Tiffany blue.
043. Movies → Dirty Dancing, the Band Wagon, Sex and the City
044. Subjects → ummm...I don't like school. Hahaha...
IN 2008..... I
045. [x] kissed someone
046. [x] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
048. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
049. [x] questioned someone's sexual orientation
050. [ ] came out of the closet
051. [ ] gotten pregnant/got someone pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [ ] done something you've regretted
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] hid a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [ ] left the country
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [x] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → A Rice Krispie Treat :)
068. Drinking → Sprite that's gone completely flat. Ick.
069. I'm about to → Do a project for school, as soon as the software downloads.
070. Listening to → The sounds of SNL
071. Plans for today → Doing a project and then sleeping.
072. Waiting for → The file to download.
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Yes.
074. Want to get married? → Yes.
075. Careers in mind → Actor, Dancer, Graphic Designer, who knows what else.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → TALLER.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantically spontaneous.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms.
080. Sensitive or loud → A good balance between the two.
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship. Definitely.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → I don't like hesitant so I guess trouble-maker...?
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Umm...actually no.
084. Ran away from home → No.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → No.
086. Killed somebody → No.
087. Broken someone's heart → Yes.
088. Been arrested → Nope.
089. Cried when someone died → Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Yes.
091. Miracles → Yep.
092. Love at first sight → Now, wholeheartedly.
093. Heaven → Yes.
094. Santa Claus → Mmmmhmmmm.
095. Sex on the first date → Hell no.
096. Kiss on the first date → It depends.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → I think if everything in the next couple of months goes in the right direction, I will be extremely happy. Right now I can't really complain though.
099. Do you believe in God? → Not necessarily one god, but definitely some sort of higher power.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → No.
1. Who was your FIRST prom date? Well a guy backed out 2 days before, so I went with a guy named Steve that my parent's friends set me up with. He had a girlfriend. Awkward.
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love? No.
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? Malibu.
4. What was your FIRST job? Dad's office.
5.What was your FIRST car? 1997 Infiniti i30
6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today? Um...I think Elyse.
7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? James.
8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Mrs. Norman.
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? Probably from Germany to VA
10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk? Sarah, no.
11. Where was your FIRST sleep over? Probably Sarah or Kate.
12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? In person, the lady at the bank.
13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time? Aunt Pam & Uncle Rich.
14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? Set my alarm for a half hour later.
15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to? Donna Summer. My first experience with the gays :)
16. FIRST tattoo? Don't have one yet.
17. First piercing? Ears, 5th grade.
18. First foreign country you've been to? I was born in Germany.
19. FIRST movie you remember seeing? The Lion King.
20. When was your FIRST detention? Never had detention. I was a good kid.
21. What was the first state you lived in? Colorado.
22. Who was your FIRST roommate? Lizzy.
23. If you had one wish. What would it be? To live happily ever after with my Prince Charming.
24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance? Guitar, and I am starting.
25. Who was your first kiss? This will be a surprise to mom...Cameron. :)
.jmm.
3.07.2009
My epiphany.
Alright, so this blog is for those of you who are close to me, instead of repeating the story a bunch of times to each of you, I'll just post it here.
So my boyfriend (James) is a grad student at Columbia, and he will be graduating in May. We have been dating just over a month now and it was an incredible month, really. We were swept up in a romantic whirlwind, just like a fairy tale, love at first sight. Amazing, really. Things did go quite quickly, because we spent a lot of time together and realized we were in love almost immediately. This was great when we were in our bubble, but when you're a grad student, as he is, you need to focus on your work or you'll have to pull several all-nighters in one week. Not good.
So long story a bit shorter, the past week has been him explaining to me how he needs to focus on getting a job and finishing school right now, because if he doesn't give school his all, there may be no job, and he may not stay in NYC. So let's all hope he gets an amazing job that lets him stay here. Please...so we agreed that the best thing to do would be to slow it down. More than just seeing each other merely once a week, we finally (after many tears, frustration and confusion) decided that we will go back to that "first dating mentality", trying to go back to just dating before things got super serious. How do you do this when you're already in love? I don't know. But that's what we are doing...trying, anyway. The only other options we could think of were 1) being "just friends" for a while (which I could NOT do, could anyone be friends with someone they're already in love with?) or 2) break up (which would be horribly unfair and heartbreaking and ugh...I don't even want to think about it)...
Anyway. We are trying this. I'm willing to stick with him until he's ready to get serious again, and hopefully we can stick together. So finally, getting to my "epiphany"...
I guess you could sort of call it "our song"..."Love Story" by Taylor Swift (who I found quite annoying at first, but her songwriting is really very good) was stuck in my head for about 2 weeks straight when we first started dating. I had him listen to the song on our second date, and since then, he's my Romeo and I'm his Juliet. :) So anyway, I love the song and we have a fairytale romance, so it works. It is fitting.
And then when I was at work tonight, I started singing the song in my head and realized that it perfectly fits this situation. Perfectly. "This love is difficult, but it's real. Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess, it's a love story, baby just say yes..." I've been trying to keep a positive outlook on everything and truly believe that whatever is meant to be will happen. So now that I know this song will help me through it, I'll have a bit more incentive to be patient and understanding.
I also should mention I bought a guitar and will spend the next couple months learning how to play. And the first song I am learning is this one...I already have the sheet music :)
And for your enjoyment, the music video (including lyrics on-screen)...enjoy!
.jmm.
So my boyfriend (James) is a grad student at Columbia, and he will be graduating in May. We have been dating just over a month now and it was an incredible month, really. We were swept up in a romantic whirlwind, just like a fairy tale, love at first sight. Amazing, really. Things did go quite quickly, because we spent a lot of time together and realized we were in love almost immediately. This was great when we were in our bubble, but when you're a grad student, as he is, you need to focus on your work or you'll have to pull several all-nighters in one week. Not good.
So long story a bit shorter, the past week has been him explaining to me how he needs to focus on getting a job and finishing school right now, because if he doesn't give school his all, there may be no job, and he may not stay in NYC. So let's all hope he gets an amazing job that lets him stay here. Please...so we agreed that the best thing to do would be to slow it down. More than just seeing each other merely once a week, we finally (after many tears, frustration and confusion) decided that we will go back to that "first dating mentality", trying to go back to just dating before things got super serious. How do you do this when you're already in love? I don't know. But that's what we are doing...trying, anyway. The only other options we could think of were 1) being "just friends" for a while (which I could NOT do, could anyone be friends with someone they're already in love with?) or 2) break up (which would be horribly unfair and heartbreaking and ugh...I don't even want to think about it)...
Anyway. We are trying this. I'm willing to stick with him until he's ready to get serious again, and hopefully we can stick together. So finally, getting to my "epiphany"...
I guess you could sort of call it "our song"..."Love Story" by Taylor Swift (who I found quite annoying at first, but her songwriting is really very good) was stuck in my head for about 2 weeks straight when we first started dating. I had him listen to the song on our second date, and since then, he's my Romeo and I'm his Juliet. :) So anyway, I love the song and we have a fairytale romance, so it works. It is fitting.
And then when I was at work tonight, I started singing the song in my head and realized that it perfectly fits this situation. Perfectly. "This love is difficult, but it's real. Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess, it's a love story, baby just say yes..." I've been trying to keep a positive outlook on everything and truly believe that whatever is meant to be will happen. So now that I know this song will help me through it, I'll have a bit more incentive to be patient and understanding.
I also should mention I bought a guitar and will spend the next couple months learning how to play. And the first song I am learning is this one...I already have the sheet music :)
And for your enjoyment, the music video (including lyrics on-screen)...enjoy!
.jmm.
2.24.2009
New year, new stuff.
Well hello stranger! Long time no posting...
A lot has been going on, blogging has been far from my mind.
But I'm back now! (applause please)
So what's been going on you ask? A LOT. Let's just list everything...
- I will hopefully be transferring schools in the fall, I am applying to the School of Visual Arts right now, I actually need to finish my essay (I've had major writer's block) so I can send in my application. I realized that MMC doesn't have a great graphic design program, it's more of an introduction to graphic design, and I want something that will challenge me to be the best that I can be. And so far, SVA seems like the right place for that. The downside of this, however, is probably no more than 6 of my credits will transfer with me, since the program at SVA is all about graphic design, and I've been getting a liberal arts education and taking tons of core classes. Soooo what that means is I will probably end up a freshman again. Wahoo. I wanted to graduate as early as possible, but I guess I'll have to start cheering class of 2013 instead of 2011...at least I'll be really prepared for internships and a job right out of school!
- I've got a new man in my life :) His name is James and he is wonderful. I always hoped that love at first sight was real, and now I know that it definitely is. We have been living a fairy tale and it's amazing. He is almost the male version of me, which may make him sound gay, but TRUST ME - he ain't. ;) It's so nice dating someone in Manhattan, we have had so many random late-night or mid-afternoon dates, which means that even though today makes it 3 weeks since our first date, we have spent more time together than many people who have dated for over 3 months! It's really exciting and romantic, and most of all, it's so real...
- I am going to my first New York City Ballet performance on Friday with James. :) We are seeing "Short Stories", which is really 4 ballets in 1, including The Steadfast Tin Soldier, Swan Lake, Slaughter on Tenth Avenue, and Romeo and Juliet. I'm especially excited for the latter because it's sort of our story...I call him my Romeo and he calls me his Juliet...only our story hopefully won't be tragic...Mushy gushy I know haha. Anyway, I have a really pretty new dress and we will get all dressy and have a true night on the town!
- I drink tea now. A lot. My favorite is Wild Sweet Orange from Starbucks, though Celestial Seasonings makes a really yummy Mandarin Orange Spice as well. I don't know why I decided to start drinking tea...but I love it!
- I am so over the Upper East Side. It is way too stuffy and snobby. I love where James lives, on the west side in the low 100s around Broadway or Amsterdam. That's about as high up as I want to go, but no matter what, I want to go on the west side when my lease is up in May. My friend Kelly is moving here when we get an apartment, so really, I may be apartment hunting all alone! Eek! At least we will be looking online together and she is coming out soon so we can scout out ideal neighborhoods and/or buildings. All I want is a doorman so there is someone to sign for packages and at least 2 bedrooms so I can have a room with a door to call my own space and escape to if I need to. That's all I ask.
- I got lighting equipment for Christmas and now take headshots for anyone who needs it, so if you know anyone in NYC who wants headshots, tell them to give me a call! I am very reasonably priced and will actually have business cards in a couple weeks :)
- I have to have nose surgery in June, as I have a deviated septum caused by a metal door slamming me in the face in 3rd grade. Apparently that door broke my nose and no one thought to see if it was broken, so I haven't been able to breathe out of my right nostril since then...My nose is also pretty crooked if you look hard. I'll be getting the deviated septum fixed and my nose straightened at the same time, but I shouldn't look too different, just bruised for a few weeks! But I am DEFINITELY looking forward to finally breathing out of my nose like a normal person! :)
- I am still working at In the Heights, and bowling on the bowling team. I got my highest score ever 2 weeks ago, with my first ever turkey (3 strikes in a row!)!!! Last week I got my 2nd highest score ever, with my 2nd turkey!!! Two turkeys in two weeks?!?! Damn. I'm good. ;)
Okay I think that's all. I told you a lot has been happening. And that's not even the deep stuff haha. But the past three weeks are the happiest I have been in a very long time, and I hope it just keeps getting better! Lookin' fine in '09!
.jmm.
A lot has been going on, blogging has been far from my mind.
But I'm back now! (applause please)
So what's been going on you ask? A LOT. Let's just list everything...
- I will hopefully be transferring schools in the fall, I am applying to the School of Visual Arts right now, I actually need to finish my essay (I've had major writer's block) so I can send in my application. I realized that MMC doesn't have a great graphic design program, it's more of an introduction to graphic design, and I want something that will challenge me to be the best that I can be. And so far, SVA seems like the right place for that. The downside of this, however, is probably no more than 6 of my credits will transfer with me, since the program at SVA is all about graphic design, and I've been getting a liberal arts education and taking tons of core classes. Soooo what that means is I will probably end up a freshman again. Wahoo. I wanted to graduate as early as possible, but I guess I'll have to start cheering class of 2013 instead of 2011...at least I'll be really prepared for internships and a job right out of school!
- I've got a new man in my life :) His name is James and he is wonderful. I always hoped that love at first sight was real, and now I know that it definitely is. We have been living a fairy tale and it's amazing. He is almost the male version of me, which may make him sound gay, but TRUST ME - he ain't. ;) It's so nice dating someone in Manhattan, we have had so many random late-night or mid-afternoon dates, which means that even though today makes it 3 weeks since our first date, we have spent more time together than many people who have dated for over 3 months! It's really exciting and romantic, and most of all, it's so real...
- I am going to my first New York City Ballet performance on Friday with James. :) We are seeing "Short Stories", which is really 4 ballets in 1, including The Steadfast Tin Soldier, Swan Lake, Slaughter on Tenth Avenue, and Romeo and Juliet. I'm especially excited for the latter because it's sort of our story...I call him my Romeo and he calls me his Juliet...only our story hopefully won't be tragic...Mushy gushy I know haha. Anyway, I have a really pretty new dress and we will get all dressy and have a true night on the town!
- I drink tea now. A lot. My favorite is Wild Sweet Orange from Starbucks, though Celestial Seasonings makes a really yummy Mandarin Orange Spice as well. I don't know why I decided to start drinking tea...but I love it!
- I am so over the Upper East Side. It is way too stuffy and snobby. I love where James lives, on the west side in the low 100s around Broadway or Amsterdam. That's about as high up as I want to go, but no matter what, I want to go on the west side when my lease is up in May. My friend Kelly is moving here when we get an apartment, so really, I may be apartment hunting all alone! Eek! At least we will be looking online together and she is coming out soon so we can scout out ideal neighborhoods and/or buildings. All I want is a doorman so there is someone to sign for packages and at least 2 bedrooms so I can have a room with a door to call my own space and escape to if I need to. That's all I ask.
- I got lighting equipment for Christmas and now take headshots for anyone who needs it, so if you know anyone in NYC who wants headshots, tell them to give me a call! I am very reasonably priced and will actually have business cards in a couple weeks :)
- I have to have nose surgery in June, as I have a deviated septum caused by a metal door slamming me in the face in 3rd grade. Apparently that door broke my nose and no one thought to see if it was broken, so I haven't been able to breathe out of my right nostril since then...My nose is also pretty crooked if you look hard. I'll be getting the deviated septum fixed and my nose straightened at the same time, but I shouldn't look too different, just bruised for a few weeks! But I am DEFINITELY looking forward to finally breathing out of my nose like a normal person! :)
- I am still working at In the Heights, and bowling on the bowling team. I got my highest score ever 2 weeks ago, with my first ever turkey (3 strikes in a row!)!!! Last week I got my 2nd highest score ever, with my 2nd turkey!!! Two turkeys in two weeks?!?! Damn. I'm good. ;)
Okay I think that's all. I told you a lot has been happening. And that's not even the deep stuff haha. But the past three weeks are the happiest I have been in a very long time, and I hope it just keeps getting better! Lookin' fine in '09!
.jmm.
1.01.2009
Happy 2009!
[ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed someone younger
[x] kissed someone older
[x] kissed someone 10 years older/younger than you
[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[x] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[ ] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[ ] lost a BEST friend
[x] had/have a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] had a misscarrige
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[x] got a pay raise
[x] changed jobs
[ ] licked a monkey
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[x] met a teacher who I became friends with
[ ] met a teacher who I really hate
[x] found the subject I love
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[ ] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I wasn't proud of
[x] discovered a new talent
[x] proved myself an idiot
[ ] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[ ] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile 2000 times
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[x] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to a campground
[ ] went to a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[x] laughed till I peed my pants (a little haha)
[x] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[x] cooked a disastrous meal
[ ] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone close to me died
[x] went to a wild party
[x] drank alcohol
[x] drank alcohol underage
[ ] got arrested
[ ] got in trouble with the cops for doing something illegal
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out
[ ] walked out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool/hot tub
[x] kissed under the stars
[ ] smoked
[ ] did illegal drugs
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[x] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboaring
[ ] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] got wasted in a public place
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] got in a car accident
[ ] saw someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by a car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet
[ ] found someone you want to be with forever.
[x] enjoyed this year overall
Hopefully 2009 will be even better...
.jmm.
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed someone younger
[x] kissed someone older
[x] kissed someone 10 years older/younger than you
[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[x] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[ ] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[ ] lost a BEST friend
[x] had/have a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] had a misscarrige
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[x] got a pay raise
[x] changed jobs
[ ] licked a monkey
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[x] met a teacher who I became friends with
[ ] met a teacher who I really hate
[x] found the subject I love
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[ ] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I wasn't proud of
[x] discovered a new talent
[x] proved myself an idiot
[ ] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[ ] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile 2000 times
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[x] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to a campground
[ ] went to a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[x] laughed till I peed my pants (a little haha)
[x] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[x] cooked a disastrous meal
[ ] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone close to me died
[x] went to a wild party
[x] drank alcohol
[x] drank alcohol underage
[ ] got arrested
[ ] got in trouble with the cops for doing something illegal
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out
[ ] walked out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool/hot tub
[x] kissed under the stars
[ ] smoked
[ ] did illegal drugs
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[x] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboaring
[ ] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] got wasted in a public place
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] got in a car accident
[ ] saw someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by a car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet
[ ] found someone you want to be with forever.
[x] enjoyed this year overall
Hopefully 2009 will be even better...
.jmm.
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